• just bitchin'
  • Sometimes I just feel like a recluse…

    I get bored. Like constantly. My brain must be doing something at all times. Needless to say, I’m always on Facebook or Instagram scanning and searching for some sort of stimuli. I can’t just…idle. Remember being kids in the summertime and constantly complaining that we were bored? My mom always threatened to give me something to […]

  • Sunday Lately
  • Sunday Lately: Week 84

    Sunday Lately is a weekly linkup hosted by the Blogger Tribe – Katy, Angelica, Meghan and Nicole. Each week there are five prompts that allow you to see a little more into my life. This is my first time trying this. It looks like fun! This week’s prompts: Updating, Remembering, Needing, Wearing and Being UPDATING: Ohhhhhh, I’m updating so many things…I’m updating my house […]

  • sadness
  • I don’t have a title in me.

    I’m sad. I don’t feel well. I’m exhausted. I come to frustration quickly. And the tears, oh the tears. I guess the fact that I’m still able to cry is a good thing. I’m still functioning. That’s good, too. It hit me like a ton of bricks and I seem to be crashing pretty quickly. […]

  • inside this Makupwhor
  • Do we descend or ascend…

    …into madness contributed by Makupwhor Life is full of challenges and people who will test you to your limits. Now for a “normal person” who isn’t mentally ill, life might not be that challenging. But for myself, it’s hard as hell. Everyday I’m faced with what some will view as mundane tasks or easy choices. […]

  • get it together girlfriend
  • I’ll just wander my own road

    Yesterday was my last appointment with my beloved. You know, my psychiatrist. I found out that he’s not retiring, but just closing his outpatient practice. Western Psychiatric Hospital with UPMC in Pittsburgh is giving him a 13-bed unit to oversee. Jokingly, I said, “so if I want to visit…” to which he replied, “well, it’s […]

  • it's just my life
  • She’s a woman

    …you know what I mean, You better listen, listen to me She’s gonna set you free oh oh yeah When you’re married, you no longer make decisions for yourself, well the big ones anyway. Such as but not limited to: let’s sell this house and move away, what kind of car should we buy next, […]